some random thoughts came into my mind again.. Labels: blah blah blah
shld i gif up? coz i tink i'm nt e right person for u
she's pretty, thoughtful and well like by everyone
but nt myself, sigh
mayb i'm selfish, only tink of myself, wont spare a thoughts for others
i'm nt ready for anythin.. sometimes i see le, thinkin i'm a pathetic girl
who is veri calculative, xiao xin yan, stubborn.
e environment force mi to b lyk tt..
if everythin i live for myself, things will gt simple
i'm stupid, i'm nt smart to catch a joke, sometimes makes ppl blood boil
i sometimes suspect myself
am i tt really naive until everythin i will believe u?
y izzit tt u say tt all e design is u diy de, yet i saw 1 of e pics is
somewhere i saw it de..
i noe u r puttin so much effort for my bdae, i wont b disappointed to see n saw wat u haf done
i noe guys haf own pride, esp outside
yet i cant sugar up to u n follow u to say yes
and it's e other way round tellin u no, u nv did tt
mayb i cant stand myself to let ppl to bluff on mi on a every single things
where is e honesty sometimes? dun just to let mi listen to nice things
and say all this to mi
i dun wan..
i juz dun get it?????????!!!!!!!!!
FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML
can i juz bother abt myself and tt's all?
juz hate myself so much
suddenly i wishin my advance birthday for nxt yr.. dunno y either.. mayb because tis yr i dun really enjoy it tt much.. Labels: forget it
but well.. have been thinkin how i wish i've birthday celebration in a club n free flow of alcohols~ how nice.. HAHA. dreamin eh.. AND AND AND.. wish tt i have 1 branded stuff n tt's enough.. 1 branded in my life i'm damn happy le..
ARGH! i wan to stop my nonsense le.. ccb!
hi peepers. bck again finally! Labels: shit
have been wrkin all tis while
quite bz i guess..
wif all e aching bck and unbearable leg pain
frm standin all e time wen wrk
but nw they provide chair for us to sit le
but only for 1 2 min den haf to gt up again =(
sometimes i envy ppl y r they so slim yet so pretty
or maybe they r behavin lyk some u noe
e "weird creatures or human" out der but being noticed by ppl all e time
how i wish i haf tt kind of attention frm others too..
y i'm born nt to be so attitude to others while others will enjoy it or even will entertain mi abit
nowadays younger generation ppl are gettin more wild compared to my history generation
y i say wild.. they gt to ton nites whenever they wan it, smoke n drink if they wans it
or stayover at whoseever hse if they wans to..
ppl say i look young by e look frm my face
in fact e real age mi haf to start earnin for e things i wanted all e time.
this is gd.. dun haf to go beg or steal money frm parents or whereever can be found
FUN.. can only gt to enjoy it once in a while..
SEX AND BOOSE.. hmmm
MONEY.. every mth gt it.. but haf to wait lyk hell
in e past.. all tis can be obtained for all i wanted but nt completely..
FREEDOM.. all e while i dun gt it.. n gt nag for it if over e limits.. HATES IT!
I WAN BE LYK A BIRD!! sigh
feel e terrible feeling inside my chest again.. Labels: =.=
cant forget tt day in church one aunty tot i'm pregnant or somethin..
so damn demoralise.. WTF..
GET OFF!
FULL- STOP!
Labels: past photos
This is one of the best art piece i've seen.. lol. dun say mi cao bao ok? =)
That's mi & my dearest neighbour Nani! The white roses ard this car is damn fab..I Love It~!i'm waiting for this flora & fauna exhibition nxt few yrs ltr!
This bouquet of flowers is my dearest gave it to mi on my bdae
my fav colour wor~
MUACKS!
another bouquet~ RED~
Although i don't love pink colour..but this GIRL liquor bottle is damn chio~hehe. ^^ There are some of the changes inside me.. can say huge changes and i hate it much~There are some of the things that i couldnt touched it anymore.. i'm sadThere are some of the looks that i lost.. period.GOODBYE
Hi all! i'm bck to my spidey blog.. Labels: radom
This may be a radom post to you
but it's all my oh-so-drama feelings i felt all this while
Think God dun really lyk mi
yea.. He did gif mi some happy times
but it past by so fast tt i didnt gt to enjoy it enough
well.. all i gt it's all so unpleasant issues
so fucking tired of myself
i'm thinkin why i dun deserve all the good things
why haf i got to go thru all this shit
as u can see my previous post oso stating e same thing
if u r nt interested to see anymore can juz fuck off
aniwae ppl oso cant tag my board anymore
thnx to someone, but nvm if i've tagboard oso no pt, coz ppl wont tag, coz i'm dull.. leave it tt way
all this while i felt ridiculously lyk a clown
i felt myself ridiculously ugly.. very ugly
seriously, i found myself losin quite a number of quite good frens
can say e chill out ppl n nice to tok cok ard de..
i felt veri sad.. sometimes wan to find ppl tok oso hard
while ppl juz wan to show off they gt big bunch of frens
ok.. fine.. i'm fine.. i keep my cool.. do e shit u wan.. i dun gif a damn
mind u.. i oso need company de.. nt all e time havin a bf in my world den enough hor
i had enough! everythin on my own
ppl bully mi, i shut up nv defend bck.. wat a retard ass
my self confidence lvl is veri low
i veri timid, i dun dare to voice out
i nt popular, i nt pretty
i'm short and fucking fat
ppl dislike mi for lookin in tis way
i hate myself, so ppl come attack mi nw!
wat can i do, i cant find ppl to tok to
yes maybe i haf, but i cant bother them too much
they still gt their own life to live
i'm a failer, loser
ppl out der can laugh till ur teeth all drop out
ppl pls disgrace mi more
nw u tink i'm insane to the core right?
i juz cant stand e stress
my exam sux, nobody is wif mi
yea.. i cant complain to anyone
coz is i started e trouble de
so is my fault
i admit it
i dunno wat to do wif myself
shld i juz isolate myself, and be a dump forever?
see which day is my luckiest day ba
fyi i'm sick Labels: sick
veri terribly..
tml n fri is my last two exam paper le
wat shld i do
hard for mi to study wen nw i feel so sick
damn it.. T.T
Michelle Teh
21
MDIS
12-03-88
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Lockart's new spell book
Murder the potions master
New broom
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some random thoughts came into my mind again.. Labels: blah blah blah
shld i gif up? coz i tink i'm nt e right person for u
she's pretty, thoughtful and well like by everyone
but nt myself, sigh
mayb i'm selfish, only tink of myself, wont spare a thoughts for others
i'm nt ready for anythin.. sometimes i see le, thinkin i'm a pathetic girl
who is veri calculative, xiao xin yan, stubborn.
e environment force mi to b lyk tt..
if everythin i live for myself, things will gt simple
i'm stupid, i'm nt smart to catch a joke, sometimes makes ppl blood boil
i sometimes suspect myself
am i tt really naive until everythin i will believe u?
y izzit tt u say tt all e design is u diy de, yet i saw 1 of e pics is
somewhere i saw it de..
i noe u r puttin so much effort for my bdae, i wont b disappointed to see n saw wat u haf done
i noe guys haf own pride, esp outside
yet i cant sugar up to u n follow u to say yes
and it's e other way round tellin u no, u nv did tt
mayb i cant stand myself to let ppl to bluff on mi on a every single things
where is e honesty sometimes? dun just to let mi listen to nice things
and say all this to mi
i dun wan..
i juz dun get it?????????!!!!!!!!!
FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML
can i juz bother abt myself and tt's all?
juz hate myself so much
suddenly i wishin my advance birthday for nxt yr.. dunno y either.. mayb because tis yr i dun really enjoy it tt much.. Labels: forget it
but well.. have been thinkin how i wish i've birthday celebration in a club n free flow of alcohols~ how nice.. HAHA. dreamin eh.. AND AND AND.. wish tt i have 1 branded stuff n tt's enough.. 1 branded in my life i'm damn happy le..
ARGH! i wan to stop my nonsense le.. ccb!
hi peepers. bck again finally! Labels: shit
have been wrkin all tis while
quite bz i guess..
wif all e aching bck and unbearable leg pain
frm standin all e time wen wrk
but nw they provide chair for us to sit le
but only for 1 2 min den haf to gt up again =(
sometimes i envy ppl y r they so slim yet so pretty
or maybe they r behavin lyk some u noe
e "weird creatures or human" out der but being noticed by ppl all e time
how i wish i haf tt kind of attention frm others too..
y i'm born nt to be so attitude to others while others will enjoy it or even will entertain mi abit
nowadays younger generation ppl are gettin more wild compared to my history generation
y i say wild.. they gt to ton nites whenever they wan it, smoke n drink if they wans it
or stayover at whoseever hse if they wans to..
ppl say i look young by e look frm my face
in fact e real age mi haf to start earnin for e things i wanted all e time.
this is gd.. dun haf to go beg or steal money frm parents or whereever can be found
FUN.. can only gt to enjoy it once in a while..
SEX AND BOOSE.. hmmm
MONEY.. every mth gt it.. but haf to wait lyk hell
in e past.. all tis can be obtained for all i wanted but nt completely..
FREEDOM.. all e while i dun gt it.. n gt nag for it if over e limits.. HATES IT!
I WAN BE LYK A BIRD!! sigh
feel e terrible feeling inside my chest again.. Labels: =.=
cant forget tt day in church one aunty tot i'm pregnant or somethin..
so damn demoralise.. WTF..
GET OFF!
FULL- STOP!
Labels: past photosThis is one of the best art piece i've seen.. lol. dun say mi cao bao ok? =) That's mi & my dearest neighbour Nani! The white roses ard this car is damn fab..I Love It~!i'm waiting for this flora & fauna exhibition nxt few yrs ltr! This bouquet of flowers is my dearest gave it to mi on my bdae
my fav colour wor~
MUACKS!
another bouquet~ RED~
Although i don't love pink colour..but this GIRL liquor bottle is damn chio~hehe. ^^ There are some of the changes inside me.. can say huge changes and i hate it much~There are some of the things that i couldnt touched it anymore.. i'm sadThere are some of the looks that i lost.. period.GOODBYE
Hi all! i'm bck to my spidey blog.. Labels: radom
This may be a radom post to you
but it's all my oh-so-drama feelings i felt all this while
Think God dun really lyk mi
yea.. He did gif mi some happy times
but it past by so fast tt i didnt gt to enjoy it enough
well.. all i gt it's all so unpleasant issues
so fucking tired of myself
i'm thinkin why i dun deserve all the good things
why haf i got to go thru all this shit
as u can see my previous post oso stating e same thing
if u r nt interested to see anymore can juz fuck off
aniwae ppl oso cant tag my board anymore
thnx to someone, but nvm if i've tagboard oso no pt, coz ppl wont tag, coz i'm dull.. leave it tt way
all this while i felt ridiculously lyk a clown
i felt myself ridiculously ugly.. very ugly
seriously, i found myself losin quite a number of quite good frens
can say e chill out ppl n nice to tok cok ard de..
i felt veri sad.. sometimes wan to find ppl tok oso hard
while ppl juz wan to show off they gt big bunch of frens
ok.. fine.. i'm fine.. i keep my cool.. do e shit u wan.. i dun gif a damn
mind u.. i oso need company de.. nt all e time havin a bf in my world den enough hor
i had enough! everythin on my own
ppl bully mi, i shut up nv defend bck.. wat a retard ass
my self confidence lvl is veri low
i veri timid, i dun dare to voice out
i nt popular, i nt pretty
i'm short and fucking fat
ppl dislike mi for lookin in tis way
i hate myself, so ppl come attack mi nw!
wat can i do, i cant find ppl to tok to
yes maybe i haf, but i cant bother them too much
they still gt their own life to live
i'm a failer, loser
ppl out der can laugh till ur teeth all drop out
ppl pls disgrace mi more
nw u tink i'm insane to the core right?
i juz cant stand e stress
my exam sux, nobody is wif mi
yea.. i cant complain to anyone
coz is i started e trouble de
so is my fault
i admit it
i dunno wat to do wif myself
shld i juz isolate myself, and be a dump forever?
see which day is my luckiest day ba
fyi i'm sick Labels: sick
veri terribly..
tml n fri is my last two exam paper le
wat shld i do
hard for mi to study wen nw i feel so sick
damn it.. T.T