juz a lil update.. Labels: thoughts
something goes wrong
i dunno wat to do abt it
cant take it anymore
heaven is punishing mi
coz i wreak down everything
my beautiful dreams faded
evil monster come find mi face to face
scared; running away to avoid it
living in a world of deceiveness
nobody can help
find urself so helplessness
am i naive
am i so freaking useless
i found myself in tis way
unable to lift my head high
always with face hiding at one corner where nobody notices
strengths and talents yet to be found
stressing myself causing major headache
lying to myself that i can make it
but failed to do so
no faith; no intergrity= zero life
people say you can make it, but i dun tink so
but still thnx for ppl who said to mi
e emotional breakdown
making mi feel more tension
i have nthin more
juz a character accompany mi all my life
no spirit; motionless; breathless
but to mi is important
to store all my unhappiness n secrets
no one is there in my shadow
saw the rain rushing down and hit on mi
now i realise i miss the beautiful part of nature
it will be never gone~
Michelle Teh
21
MDIS
12-03-88
[[ The Wishlist ]]
New wand!
Lockart's new spell book
Murder the potions master
New broom
Get into the school's qudditch team
[[ Don't talk crap, it's fucking rude ]]
Tagboard here.
juz a lil update.. Labels: thoughts
something goes wrong
i dunno wat to do abt it
cant take it anymore
heaven is punishing mi
coz i wreak down everything
my beautiful dreams faded
evil monster come find mi face to face
scared; running away to avoid it
living in a world of deceiveness
nobody can help
find urself so helplessness
am i naive
am i so freaking useless
i found myself in tis way
unable to lift my head high
always with face hiding at one corner where nobody notices
strengths and talents yet to be found
stressing myself causing major headache
lying to myself that i can make it
but failed to do so
no faith; no intergrity= zero life
people say you can make it, but i dun tink so
but still thnx for ppl who said to mi
e emotional breakdown
making mi feel more tension
i have nthin more
juz a character accompany mi all my life
no spirit; motionless; breathless
but to mi is important
to store all my unhappiness n secrets
no one is there in my shadow
saw the rain rushing down and hit on mi
now i realise i miss the beautiful part of nature
it will be never gone~